MONDAY:
WEDNESDAY:
Last Tuesday night & this morning I fell to my addiction”
THURSDAY:
Watched the David Bowie documentary “Moonage Daydream” in the Arts Centre Cinema.
“We live within this manifested idea of what should be form. And what we try and keep out of our existence is CHAOS, which is a very real part of our lives. And our refusal to accept chaos has been integral to our existence, I think has been one of the greatest mistakes as a civilization that we’ve made”
You can see where it’s mentioned in this pirated excerpt on YouTube (naughty naughty).
SATURDAY
If your manager or you yourself locks you up on tour:
Sound of rain. In quarantine.
Being able to concentrate on your own
But feeling of being cut off from something you created
You birthed
You feel you created with so much love
You gave people happiness
You’d like to join
But stay inside
Save your energy
BETTER, SEES HAPPY SIDE.
It’s better in here
This is my palace
Stay at rest at times
Then go out & wild
THEN SAD AGAIN
But it doesn’t feel right
Tonight could be the night
Where I’ll find the right kind
Those followers who can be friends
And make me stop
All my child-stuck inhibitions
I’ll just watch them
And imagine I’ve found
My kind.
(KELSEY USED TO LOOK UP AT THE SKY AND WISH ALIENS WOULD COME
HEY IMAGINE THIS ANNOUNCEMENT. THIS COULD BE FOR SCI-FI/STARING INTO SPACE. Played to dramatic music like in charlie brooker’s wipe.
“We travelled the whole universe.
That’s a lie. We’re at expansion point
But the truth is still staring us in face
We are alone (in this cosmos)
And it looks as if it’ll stay that way
We’ll let you know if anything changes
But don’t get your hopes up
Over and out.”
This is the announcement at the beginning of kelsey?
It took the world however long. But we are alone in this universe. We’re alone with all our sins and suffering and slaughtering and sick toxic men & humans.
And that just makes us slump down even more.
Kelsey dreamed. And then announcement came when she was 12-14.
But they could be telling lies like an oppressive government? We don’t know…
But kelsey before the announcement dreamt of those aliens.
And she saw them.
Pans from eye to close-up to medium shot revealing she’s playing guitar?
Or a static shot could also work. Try both
Black & white I’m thinking.
Song should be sor of monotonous
- AND THEN YOU’D BE LET OUT AND YOU’D PLAY A SONG AS WILD AS PEOPLE BY 1975.