CONCLUSION:
All I ever wanted
Was to be the idiot
Strumming the strings
And chewing tunes
Like I chew fast food exhaust
So I created a world
I hoped it would be
All mine to play for
But how can I play
And shape a world
When I’m lacking
Lacking in vocabulary
Lacking in managing
Managing the resources
Managing a real proper life
Real proper
Is it real proper rock ‘n roll
Will it be intune?
Will those two approve?
Can I really move?
Will I ever choose?
What’s the right level of…
…….it all??
so this is my conclusion. I still find WordPress a pain, it makes me even more confused in my work. I feel like I’m closer though, a bit closer to reaching my ambition, to be a musician. I still feel so far away and so hopeless, but I feel a bit closer. I feel right now that’s what I’d really like to be able to say, that I’m a musician, even more important than the whole multimedia performance wanky arty bollocks.
Next semester I might add performance and film elements, but I really wanna focus above all on making music, writing and making songs to reflect on TIME in Aberystwyth – past, present and future.